it sucks...

To miss him. Right now i do . He hasnt even tried to reach out.. Nothing at all. What does that say? You dont miss me , or care ?? Am I that disposable.. ☹️ Geez thanks alot. Asshole!!!!

Im still hurt, angry and upset.  Its only been 2.5 months since I spoke to him . Some days are just harder.I been in touch since 2008. Its a long time. Long time to just forget. 😞 Did i even know him. 

He sure is a good actor. 

But then i have to remind myself 

You are a narcissist .