I decided to take a break from him. Writing him and all. I just need to be selfish and just think about me.FOR REAL this time! I hadnt replied
since i got the message. Hasnt been that long . 1.5 week.. lol I just been thinking what he done to me and he just been so mean and playing with my emotions. And manipulating to get the cash. Ive helped enough . Im not a bank sweetie.. its closed . The last msg was of course he mentioned" would you send me food " he always use more fancier grammar. He is trying to be such an angel... I just cant do this prison thing anymore. Im not getting anything out of it anymore... Just irritates me so fuckin much ! 😤😤😤
He will obviously not care about me when he does get released. Been gone for 20 years. Why should he? He got a whole buffet of women out there. We are not compatible anyways.. 😑😒🙄 i dont regret being involved. I loved it before . Kinda. But now its just weight on my shoulders. Im too old for this shit ! And to be mistreated. Even when i have done so much. Im not even related or married to him . 🤦♀️ Time for him to not take me for granted and try in another ways. Be independent... I dont like who he is.
I got sick about day after new year.... I went to work on my other job for 2 days that week. Maybe i shouldnt had. 🫤😩Have been sick since. Today was a holiday. No work,buy tomorrow its a normal work week... I Guess im gonna stay home tomorrow too..🤷♀️ Love being with my furbabies 🥰🥰🥰
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