Unimportant to my own family

Sounds stupid. I saw this post on FB. My sister had updated her profile pic..my older brother had given it a heart.. He never done it to me EVER!! 

I tested to put my pic up. I done ir before on there.. Nothing from them.. it's not about the photo . But the whole story....

I kinda known for years n years. 

But it's alot more noticeable these few years . Even if we all lost him (my brother ) thought we would get closer.. it's the opposite.

I might as well be on Mars... Fuck my siblings dont care ... I never hear from them . Unless I do it first ... Is that how it supposed to be? 

I don't even get a hello how are you? How's it going ? Usually it's when they want something. Or I say hey can we meet.... I know my sisters meet up . Idk how much..? What i ever done wrong ??

Sorry I'm not like you !! I wasnt asked to be here ?

Just hurts . I'm here fuckin crying about it. Like an idiot... 😭😭😭