Trust in faith, Trust in God

I think I have to trust in God more. Even if its scary and I dont know what the heck will happen. But I just have to have more faith it will all work out. Give all my worries to him (God) and my troubles. My inner fears. Its just my insecurities talking,....Especially when I dont hear or except to hear from my guy. Freak out about it...Terrified he wont write me back. That I never hear from him again. Every darn time... Iv decided this is the last time I freak out over it...Thats a promise ^^

Still having a problem with relaxing at home. Home is not a peaceful place for me. Im just so freakin tired of my head going non stop about everything when im at home. When im outside im distracted.

Daily Prayer - 2016-07-15

Presence

Dear Lord, you have called me by my name.
You have carved me in the palm of your hand.
May I grow in trust and never give in to despair.

Freedom

Thank you for the gift of freedom, Lord.
Grant that I may always choose to follow You.
Keep me ever mindful of your ways.
Of your love and concern for all people.

Consciousness

I exist in a web of relationships - links to nature, people, God.
I trace out these links, giving thanks for the life that flows through them.
Some links are twisted or broken: I may feel regret, anger, disappointment.
I pray for the gift of acceptance and forgiveness.

The Word of God

Matthew 12:1-8

At that time Jesus went through the grainfields on the Sabbath; his disciples were hungry, and they began to pluck heads of grain and to eat. When the Pharisees saw it, they said to him, "Look, your disciples are doing what is not lawful to do on the Sabbath." He said to them, "Have you not read what David did when he and his companions were hungry? He entered the house of God and ate the bread of the Presence, which it was not lawful for him or his companions to eat, but only for the priests. Or have you not read in the law that on the Sabbath the priests in the temple break the Sabbath and yet are guiltless? I tell you, something greater than the temple is here. But if you had known what this means, 'I desire mercy and not sacrifice,' you would not have condemned the guiltless. For the Son of Man is lord of the Sabbath."