No high expectations

Ive decidided to take away those high expectations so I wont get so sad if I dont hear from him when I think I will. I cant control the mail, I dont know when it supposed to be here. I cant figure out when it supposed to arrive to me, Just crazy I even try that :/ Ima fool. So, nothing of that. I wont re-read his letters just makes me miss him more. I did send out a Jpay yesterday said I missed him. Well I hope I can get my mind off of him. Thinking too much of someone can make you go a little insane o.O