weekend depression??

I really dont like weekends...anymore. I haven't since few years back. I think its getting worse. Especially this weekend..Been terribly lonely. I feel sometimes that my life is just passing by and Im wasting time by doing nothing esp on the weekends...Im thinking about things I could do, doing it alone is not that fun. Seems im no life of the party either...noone notice im gone.   I called my mom and she didnt answer right away. I got mad so I turn off my phone. Turn it on She had called. She sounded soooo excited to talk to me... NOT. She didnt even noticed I hadnt called yesterday or today... BUMMER. Thanks for that. -.-