I was just feeling before i went to bed. It feels terrible to live on barely nothing every month. I cant do anything fun, I cant go shop clothes ,the normal stuff it seems. I want to save for a trip. But its going so slow IDk when I ever going to be able to get away. Just sayin IM SICK OF THIS. I truly am. Im glad I got help with bills and to get food, but its not enough. I want to be able to spend money too sometimes for unessecary shit. I wanna go out and eat at a restuarant. I wanna go and shop clothes because I need to buy some. I want to!!!!!! Ive struggled ever since I graduated High School. Its what like 7 fuckin years now?! When is it my turn? When?? Im asking God that very often.
I just had to get that out. Im so frustrated right now. I cant even sleep. Im like so fuckin angry and down. I feel like a failure. Im doing what im supposed to do and I still cant get a job , not even an interview. I want it better for me and my furbabies. I wanna be able to meet the love of my life. I want to live!!!!
Well gonna try to sleep some more. its 5:30 in the morning.....
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