Redecorating my room, aswell as my heart

My room just keeps remembering me about him and when it does I like to just redecorate almost everything that is possible. Curtains, shelves, etc. Thats what im gonna do today. Makes me move on alot easier.

I found even more letters when I cleaned up paper in my shelf. Man they r everywhere. SO many freakin letters!
its like I want to write a letter but I just feel to hurt to start talking like before. Then its not the right time.