mom that put us down negativily

I have one of those, sadly. I love her but she just dont know how to make me happy. She always say the wrong things , most of the time.  I just googled about it, and seems that theres alot more people that has the same way.

I wished she would give out hugs, give me nice compliments, asking how was your day, how are you?
NOPE , I have stopped wishinh for that because that will never come true. She will always be like this , forever til she is not here unless she will notice it herself wich i doubt =(

I have low self esteem and that makes it just worse, also Im kinda sensetive and think about stuff very hard and deep. I get into depressions easily she should think about that.

She has never told me she loves me, or that Im beautiful.

do you recognise yourself??