I just was on the phone with my mom and ....i dont know she makes me so insecure and makes me think the worst about things I tell her, maybe she is scared of things that im not? but its contagious thats for sure!! Its like ex I say :I want to study in spain...
and she says: Are you sure your gonna study there, your going to be there for a long time? and you gotta take the plane all by your self?
What does that tell you? Shes like making it negative and scary and impossible when I havent even gone there or so, No encouragement at all, zero support....
Ive had it, Im so fuckin sick of it. Just because YOU are like that doesnt mean I have to be stranded here forever. like you have. I am not YOU! :( see my problem. shes not the best mom but she is good at times but thats the things I really can be without. Im just soooo tired of it.
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