hellu and ive notice

Ive notice im such a worryier, I worry almost when somethings or someone doesnt happen as it was , ex:
lets say a person talks to me every day for a week, then next week i dont hear from that person for 1 day like i did last week...I freak out!!
i also worry I wont get money to get help for the rent! Its very very annoying and takes so much time in my head when i supposed to think about more important things.

im glad I have this blog to take out my weird thoughts and so.