Drama at work!!!

The sub guy who was supposed to clean got sent  . Apparently he wasnt the right for the job... We were 1 person short again... 2nd day my coworker went and talked to clean leader at the other side of the building. They are hired by the city . She had gone and told her . She came in to my floor, with her and her friend . Started to act like our boss. I was like Whats going on??😩🤨

Around 3:30 i got a txt from my boss . She said the principal was angry because he thought the company was cheap with money to get staff. 

He was questioning her ability to be a boss...

She said we are not supposed to talk to them on the other company about our problems. 

I called her and explained I wasnt in it.😕 She believed me.. To talk to her and all. I know we are different companies and she's not "our" boss aven if she is clearly trying 😒

Today that girl lets call her B . My colleague. Was sent into a meeting with my boss. 🫣 I hope im not dragged into anything... But only today day left . Then HOLIDAY!!!! 🙀😻🎁🎄🤪

My 2 Christmas trees

Still need some lights and more ornaments ♥️

2nd Sunday before Christmas

Am i excited over Christmas? Ummm I would say yes . Its a bit sad 😥 that the family situation is what it is. I got some time off from my work . With the squeeze days in between Christmas and new years will be no work for mee. 💝🥳🥰 Almost 1.5 week of wondeful Christmas holiday (probably wont) 

Me and my mom put up the tree yesterday. Now its trees. I got a tree from the neighbor who was moving out  a month ago. Its soo pretty! 👀🥺

And my white tree is up. Its magical ✨✨

I will post photos of them in the next post...

                      Gives me ideas ....

Hello December

December is here?! Time flies by fast! Today it actually snowed. T❄️🌨️here was a snow storm 2 weeks ago.. Guess what happened then? It melted.. this snow will too. Sadly snow is almost in the past at least where ilive geographically.😞

I remember when i was little . Oh boy so much of it.😁 But now its mostly rain. I checked the weather .. its gonna be above 0 Celsius which means no snow will be able to come down... ☹️😡 

I do believe its because Global warming. Pretty sure or something else .. No idea..

Theres so much mud outside my home. They are digging to replace pipes. Machines and such are there from 8 am to 4 pm.. 🫤 my cats are also muddy . Bringing in their muddy paws.. 😂😂😏

I even had it on my pillow!! 😩

New hair

My hair started to look a bit meh. So i had this darnpurple hair color 30% off. Why not? 

Looks alot better.😻 I had such a bad day yesterday. Lay in bed most of the time. 😞 Felt ugly, fat , like a failure... Just really putting myself down. Right now im at work. I have to get thin. Before this year is over ?! How im gonna do that? Is there a miracle out there ?🫤

Feeling lonely tonight

 well i dont know what to write about Whats going on. 😿

 So Pinterest you are doing an awesome job doing it for me. 

People who brag on social media

I got the annoying family friend and her partner have been travelling excessive this year.. Guess what? They post it on Facebook. 🙄😏

I counted 3 trips. Miami, a boat cruise for the day and Germany , Berlin . 

Okay we get it stop bragging about it. Blah!! Im i unfollowing you both. 😅🤩🥳

Im om my way to work..cranky  and tired . Pmsing too!!! 😤😮‍💨

Medium Meeting

Well the meeting with he medium went well.

The first person she felt had hard time to open up and come forward. She described it a man , medium height. Dark hair. She said there was really a sadness over him.  I thouo She was going to cry. I could really see the sadness over her. Teary eyes...She had really hard to connect with him .She also got nausea while reading him. She also said did he was a abuser of substances? I get that feeling. Pills also came up. Alcohol. 

She also asked if i recognise that person. I did . I knew it was my sweet brother ♥️😭

 She tried to see how he passed away. She got accident, trauma on face ,teeth. It went fast. He also felt he didnt belong where he was . He felt it was better if he wasnt around. 😭  She also got dize , play cards, he had something around his wrist. Maybe a watch ? Then she mentioned floor something laying around on the floor? She also said he was sorry. 

He said through her . He was proud how I have bloomed as a person. He is around me alot . How kind , sensitive I am. That I feel alone. He knew that. She showed handwriting. Not sure what that meant?

Then she said did she said did he take his own life ? I was like wow. 😭♥️ 

My grandma supposedly came  through lmao

. That's alright maybe she wanted to pop in too. 

It was an interesting experience. I might go and see another one in a few days. Just to compare . I'm not ready yet to end it. I want to know more 👀🥰

just feeling worthless

I will tell you about the medium Meeting tomorrow. I just talked to my older sis about it. Well she said my niece, her partner and my younger sis will come by on Saturday. Because its nieces partners birthday. I never really met her long enough. Was just feeling left out.😞 Why dont i ever get invited? Thanks. I dont wanna beg n whine to come. Just feel so fuckin stupid. Yet again. Like im the weirdo.😿😞 😭😭 Its me as a person  they dont like ????

Just me and me huh? Can i join you brother?♥️♥️

Meeting a medium today

I will have my session online through video. She is located in another city. Im very excited. 😄I never been to one. This will be my first time!!

I hope my brother will come through.🥰♥️ Who knows who else will?? 👀 Right now im just at work doing some extra cleaning. The students are having a week off . Not us... We gotta do our job. 😅